"Anyone who cannot come to terms with his life while he is alive needs on hand to ward off a little his despair over his fate—he has little success in this—but with the other hand he can note down what he sees among the ruins, for he sees different (and more) things than do the others; after all, dead as he is in his own lifetime, he is the real survivor. This assumes that he does not need both hands, or more hands than he has, in his struggle against despair."--Kafka



Saturday, September 24, 2011

Occasional blues

從前很喜歡寫blog,喃喃自語,是情緒的outlet。 其實這些日子以來,情緒好了不少,因為終於找到existential psychology和mindfulness ,合我channel,解釋了很多我面對的結,也好好的處理自己的情緒。不過,當天氣較差(wise lady 說我很sensitive),身體狀態不佳,加上工作壓力時,不其然有occasional blues,不願睡,玩電玩,不清心。克服了的黑影來襲,揮之不去,而且更不幸是我出現最壞的情況,就是existential guilt……我想也要一些日子去克服了。

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Niet

The greatest tree reaches for the highest hights and sinks the deepest roots into darness.

Fear are like the stars -- always there, but obscured by the glare of daylight.