Courage consists not of the absence of fear and anxiety but of the capacity to move ahead even though one is afraid. - Rollo May
"Anyone who cannot come to terms with his life while he is alive needs on hand to ward off a little his despair over his fate—he has little success in this—but with the other hand he can note down what he sees among the ruins, for he sees different (and more) things than do the others; after all, dead as he is in his own lifetime, he is the real survivor. This assumes that he does not need both hands, or more hands than he has, in his struggle against despair."--Kafka
看了許多電影，卻沒有心思寫下半言隻字，聽音樂吧，好想好想MLA 快點發碟，又突然好想好想Death Cab for Cutie 來港，forever one of my favourite band 呢，Transatlanticism 足足聽了四五年，每次聽的時候總是感到好像處於冰天雪地中生火，但怎也鑽不出丁點火屑來似的。
經典又不妨一再重溫 Gilmour 那一手正到毛管動的guitar solo 還有非常灰色的歌詞 唱至完全令人失去知覺……
Hello, Is there anybody in there Just nod if you can hear me Is there anyone at home Come on now I hear you're feeling down I can ease your pain And get you on your feet again Relax I'll need some information first Just the basic facts Can you show me where it hurts
There is no pain, you are receding A distant ship smoke on the horizon You are only coming through in waves Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying When I was a child I had a fever My hands felt just like two balloons Now I've got that feeling once again I can't explain, you would not understand This is not how I am I have become comfortably numb
O.K. Just a little pin prick There'll be no more aaaaaaaah! But you may feel a little sick Can you stand up? I do believe it's working, good That'll keep you going through the show Come on it's time to go.
There is no pain you are receding A distant ship smoke on the horizon You are only coming through in waves Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse Out of the corner of my eye I turned to look but it was gone I cannot put my finger on it now The child is grown The dream is gone And I have become Comfortably numb.
我喜歡汲取資訊，卻不喜歡一窩蜂，太多人喜歡的人和事，我都會待之淡淡然。Star Wars 已經成為世間一大教派，狂迷如恒河沙數，我卻從不屑一顧，也許是物極必反，在家無聊時，在明珠台看了Star wars episode IV 和V，終於明白為何令人如痴如醉，中古代的人物crossover 科幻的未來世界，兩種皆帶有神秘色彩，加上史詩式的敍述，真的十分吸引，就算電影已經播出廿年多，竟然沒有過時之感。一如以往，我總是喜歡非主角的人物，Han Solo 自大、witty、playful、無賴，加上非常有型的裝扮，實在令我太著迷了，那句經典的「I know」，足以令福伯永垂不朽。
橫豎正在講星空，不如聽一張碟名與天空有關的經典專輯吧！右手面有Pink Floyd 的The Dark Side of the Moon(下？我唔型？聽恐龍級樂隊有乜所謂，好過三葉蟲樂隊呀，有得做殿堂級恐龍唔型咩)。又，Time 是其中一首令我聽著有想哭的感覺的歌曲啊，奇怪的是Tom Waits 另一首同名的歌也會令我想哭。
二、近日讀到健吾的「Everything will flow」，狠狠揭破為何現時青少年人濫藥情況嚴重，請各位政府官員三思，你痛責青少年們不長進也沒有用的，就算找一百個社工做輔導，做一千個「共創成長路」，搞一萬個「不可一，不可再」的活動也沒用（又，陳雲也痛責這句口號實在是「冗贅不通」），因為你們根本沒有為他們創造更好的環境去發展，健吾曰：「宣傳禁毒，最好的方法是什麼？是告訴全世界，這個世界有很多東西都比毒品好玩，你的腦子很珍貴，因為你很重要。」「字花」十六期也寫道，懂得批判色情資訊的青少年不是因為他們是菁英，而是因為他們懂得選擇更好的。不要當青少年們是白痴，讓他們盼望有更好的未來，讓他們有更多選擇，才是出路。 唉，我又想起陳冠中的「我這一代香港人」了，文章都發表好幾年了，我們親愛的官員們還不醒覺。
Somebody Depeche Mode I want somebody to share Share the rest of my life Share my innermost thoughts Know my intimate details Someone wholl stand by my side And give me support And in return Shell get my support She will listen to me When I want to speak About the world we live in And life in general Though my views may be wrong They may even be perverted Shell hear me out And wont easily be converted To my way of thinking In fact shell often disagree But at the end of it all She will understand me Aaaahhhhh....
I want somebody who cares For me passionately With every thought and With every breath Someone wholl help me see things In a different light All the things I detest I will almost like I dont want to be tied To anyones strings Im carefully trying to steer clear of Those things But when Im asleep I want somebody Who will put their arms around me And kiss me tenderly Though things like this Make me sick In a case like this Ill get away with it Aaaahhhhh....
