"Anyone who cannot come to terms with his life while he is alive needs on hand to ward off a little his despair over his fate—he has little success in this—but with the other hand he can note down what he sees among the ruins, for he sees different (and more) things than do the others; after all, dead as he is in his own lifetime, he is the real survivor. This assumes that he does not need both hands, or more hands than he has, in his struggle against despair."--Kafka



Friday, April 2, 2010

一些人,一些事

就去看了Eason Duo演唱會,大抵年紀大了,也越來越喜歡懷舊,畢竟流行樂壇中我只會聽陳奕迅一個了。
Eason 唱歌就令我想起許多往事,大抵他也一樣,唱了許多別人的舊歌,尤其唱「芳華絕代」時,就感到許多美麗的東西都會枯萎。
然後我問:「為什麼在這個年頭我還活得好端端的?」在我這樣年齡,我好像什麼都缺失了。你的回答,使我感到或者我已用盡了人生美好部份的配額。
或者上天會妒忌太美好的事情,我認命了。
而我,過早虛耗。
所以我明白,我人生別的部份,不太美好是應份的。

留住 溫度 速度 溫柔和憤怒
凝住 今日 怎樣 好
捉緊 生命濃度 坦白流露 感情和態度
留下 浮光 掠影 飛舞

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