"Anyone who cannot come to terms with his life while he is alive needs on hand to ward off a little his despair over his fate—he has little success in this—but with the other hand he can note down what he sees among the ruins, for he sees different (and more) things than do the others; after all, dead as he is in his own lifetime, he is the real survivor. This assumes that he does not need both hands, or more hands than he has, in his struggle against despair."--Kafka



Monday, June 30, 2008

「其實我要的東西就是這麼簡單」



「爆裂刑警」開首的那一幕奔跑戲,他在開首邊跑邊道:「我們一天應該喝八杯水,睡八小時,不應該吸那麼多煙,喝那麼多酒,不要濫交,該定期檢查身體,紅燈不應該過馬路,三十歲前應該結婚,坐著時雙腳不要不停地搖,看電影時應該關掉手提電話。根本沒有什麼是應該不應該。」到了最後一幕,他在中槍後,在汽水販賣機買了罐汽水,躺在販賣機旁,道:「每個人都有應該做的或不應該做的,放了錢就應該有罐汽水,其實我要的東西就是這麼簡單。」

這就是談因果的問題吧,不過簡單的東西從來就難以達到的,對患上絕症的他來說,簡直是天方夜譚。他在槍火下度日子,患的絕症不知何時會惡化,連情緒肢體都會失控,他是不得安寧的,但他遇上四婆,那一位有點痴呆的婆婆,竟找到親情,他遇上自力更生的孕婦,他自願供養孩子,那是他僅餘可以把握的事情,飄泊的人竟然在偶然無主的情況下,得到一絲溫暖。

那一幕為人津津樂道的吃飯戲好看,坐在同桌的,收容多少城市裡的孤魂,都市罕有的溫情。

難忘吳鎮宇的表現,過去以為倪永孝是他的最佳表現,原來這一齣才是他的演技大舞台,一人如分飾幾角,時而暴烈,時而溫文,時而深情,時而冷酷,眼神和肢體,無不牽引我的情緒,我看到活在絕症警察軀體中的躁動靈魂。

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