"Anyone who cannot come to terms with his life while he is alive needs on hand to ward off a little his despair over his fate—he has little success in this—but with the other hand he can note down what he sees among the ruins, for he sees different (and more) things than do the others; after all, dead as he is in his own lifetime, he is the real survivor. This assumes that he does not need both hands, or more hands than he has, in his struggle against despair."--Kafka



Wednesday, December 30, 2009

年尾流流

看話劇「五四新青年」,想起「十月圍城」,想起這城市,想起高鐵,想起八十后。
難道太鬱悶,需求變,又沒出路,就要革命?

今天喪聽今日無奶飲。


年尾,搞個個人回顧。
今年可算是度過了我人生中最辛苦的日子,出實習時不適應、疲累、不確定、擔心,都快要取去我的命,我有一段時間甚至想到我好像快要死去似的,簡直就懷疑自己有情緒病。幸好,竟然用一個很無聊的信念就挺了過去,不得不佩服我的EQ,我是怎麼想的呢?我就是天天想:「日子總會過去,只要我堅持,橫豎時間一定向前走,我就會捱到最後一天。」這種阿Q精神竟就大大幫了我,很可笑吧?
來年,好好做人吧。

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