"Anyone who cannot come to terms with his life while he is alive needs on hand to ward off a little his despair over his fate—he has little success in this—but with the other hand he can note down what he sees among the ruins, for he sees different (and more) things than do the others; after all, dead as he is in his own lifetime, he is the real survivor. This assumes that he does not need both hands, or more hands than he has, in his struggle against despair."--Kafka



Monday, October 25, 2010

硬頸

小時候媽媽總叫我做「硬頸妹」,我脾氣壞,不容易妥協。長大了,生活不能這樣子,學會了百般事我都可以忍讓,轉變之大令友人都說不感到我本是脾氣壞的人。其實我對我執著的事情依然硬頸得很,如果踩中我的底線我是絕對沒有轉彎的餘地,我會很硬頸的告訴你我的不滿,然後硬頸地不再就事情討論下去,甚至自己繼續吃虧也在所不惜。我知這很蠢很傻很蝕底,但我就是不喜歡又求又拜又勸,不肯輕輕易易的咽下一口氣。
本性難移,我的月亮星座是頑固的金牛座啊。

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