"Anyone who cannot come to terms with his life while he is alive needs on hand to ward off a little his despair over his fate—he has little success in this—but with the other hand he can note down what he sees among the ruins, for he sees different (and more) things than do the others; after all, dead as he is in his own lifetime, he is the real survivor. This assumes that he does not need both hands, or more hands than he has, in his struggle against despair."--Kafka



Monday, October 11, 2010

虛擬

劉先生得和平獎了,第一個想法是,不,劉先生不是最想得到和平獎,而是真的見証有民主中國。我就想像,如果有一天有民主中國,劉先生和我將會站在同一個廣場一,看著國旗升起來,那時候才是值得激動的日子,可惜這只是流於我的想像中。
然後讀到有社運人士因噴香檳噴到中聯辦保安而被控,我失控狂笑,殘舊笑片的橋段竟然在現實中,就算是笑片橋段,也算是爛得不可再爛的那一種,現實荒謬至此,堪稱超現實。
有時我想,生活是一個虛擬劇場,以虛擬的想像去滿足暫不可得的慾望,而現實有時的確荒誕得像夢境一樣。

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