"Anyone who cannot come to terms with his life while he is alive needs on hand to ward off a little his despair over his fate—he has little success in this—but with the other hand he can note down what he sees among the ruins, for he sees different (and more) things than do the others; after all, dead as he is in his own lifetime, he is the real survivor. This assumes that he does not need both hands, or more hands than he has, in his struggle against despair."--Kafka



Tuesday, May 5, 2009

無用之學



因為考試做paper,看書的進度近乎零,沒有看電影,最多做的還是聽音樂,最簡便的無用之學。
也不想太趕做些什麼了,我這名廢人,是不太喜歡讀太多工具書的,我覺得我是在做人,不是在做事,我喜歡做些有趣的事情。
讀著一本小書,名曰「近乎佛教徒」,梁文道介紹的,看了四分三,似懂非懂,但我開始懂得將智慧運用於生活中,進而得到平靜。人生虛幻啊,人。
念欣姑姑不喜石琪影評,十分同意,寫得太膚淺,以前我不懂,還會天天看,現在只會說bullshit。
還在趕四千五百字,完結後請讓我看電影,無用之學讓我更明白人生。

註:有些在我學生年代認識我的朋友,可能知我寫了很多年的網誌,不過一直沒公開,不過今年我決定將之「摺埋」,沒半點不捨,我的私事有什麼好說的呢?也不就是滿足眾人八卦心態?現時立心寫的全是我的無用興趣,不想人家要猜我做什麼正行讀什麼書甚至有什麼過去,不過有時還是姣婆守唔到寡,幾句心底話還是會說說的。

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