"Anyone who cannot come to terms with his life while he is alive needs on hand to ward off a little his despair over his fate—he has little success in this—but with the other hand he can note down what he sees among the ruins, for he sees different (and more) things than do the others; after all, dead as he is in his own lifetime, he is the real survivor. This assumes that he does not need both hands, or more hands than he has, in his struggle against despair."--Kafka



Friday, May 1, 2009

才女

我城濫用「才女」二字,只是肯幹文字勾當,又有點姿色,就喚作才女。這樣真的有辱李清照、蔡文姬、張愛玲這些祖師奶奶了。
我城有些人自命才女,我為人對自吹自擂的人特別刻薄,才女才女,有才當然要緊,恃才傲物才是正道,才女有才,眉宇間有傲氣,世人不明,寧可孤芳自賞。那些口口聲聲扮才女的,沒有氣質的,太著跡的,都不入流。
才女被騎劫,字義模糊,是以討厭才女這用語。
陳珊妮,其實世俗,其實著跡,明明不符合我的才女標準,可是一直都鍾愛著她,我發覺有些人得我心是不能用言語形容用理性解釋的,也許是她天生的那種冷傲氣質實在太誘人了。

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