"Anyone who cannot come to terms with his life while he is alive needs on hand to ward off a little his despair over his fate—he has little success in this—but with the other hand he can note down what he sees among the ruins, for he sees different (and more) things than do the others; after all, dead as he is in his own lifetime, he is the real survivor. This assumes that he does not need both hands, or more hands than he has, in his struggle against despair."--Kafka



Monday, February 9, 2009

死也要死在kubrick

我想,電影與閱讀不可分割,都是孤獨至死的玩意,都是摒除外間雜音之舉。兒時想像過最美滿的生活:開一間小cafe(香港的樓上cafe 都髒死了,都不愛),一邊可以賣書,另一邊可以看電影,裝修要簡約,門外要有花草。kubrick 太像我想像中的住處,還要鄰近廟街和果欄呢,真的是hybrid 的社區,太完滿了。

我太羨慕住在駿發花園的人們了。

逛書局也要有稱心如意的感覺,我不是知識份子,太文藝的書局不會逛(也不知在那兒),商務三聯大眾人太多,樂文田園常展示的self-help 書不是那杯茶,獨是在kubrick 信手掂來都是合心意的讀物,不用花太多心神去尋找合適的,那份舒暢感,在城市太難得了吧。

還有電影院,在電影落幕後,不會趕急去用膳或回家,在kubrick 逛一圈,讓剛才電影的畫面在孤獨的踱步中沉澱,陽光灑進書店,溫暖感帶我從影像回到這世界。

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